Lúthien of Nargothrond

2007-05-24T15:33:00.000+08:00

yippie...yipee...haiz... Frankly speaking i am just way too bored that resulted in this entry of mine here...haha...just wanna say a huge thanks to whoever that take time out to msg me and comfort me when needed...u ppl really make my day..anyway everything is stable right now, hope it will disappear by itself and that wat the Doc told me....i'm just praying hard...trying very hard not to tink about it and getting bac to the normal life which i longed so much for such as RUNNING...i miss it... i badly need a exercise...my next appt is on July, so hope evrything goes well for me PLS :) Finger Crossed!!!! :)

Alright, shall move on to the next topic....guess what...i moving bac to Bedok once again...ya Shifting bac...dread to elaborate bt i would find it less stressful and more freedom when bac in bedok...though the condition of the house is not really that fantastic, bt be glad that i have a shelter over my head and i will be contented. Just wanna say, in life not everything is rule over by money... (pls treasure and appreciate the ppl ard you before u regret)...you may not see it now bt in time to come i'm sure the truth will come to light. I'm always the one that kana blame for nothing...i'm just so tired of it.... i just wanna go home...

eversince so many things happen ard me, i am just wondering would things turns out the way i long for? everything around me are changing including me, family members and friends.. This world just seems so scary...

I'm Just Tired...Real Tired...

How i wish this world can just be quite for just one minute.

Ciao....Updates with pics real soon hehe... tata ppl...

2007-04-26T11:32:00.000+08:00

A wish to be attained is not within our control...it is to be decided by the nature of god... I just hope everything would turn out positive for my side....still waiting for the results...pls pls pls...bless me with a negative results...i'm just a simple gerl who yearn for miracle to happen.

Can i not be stress? i doubt so much...everything seems so vulnerable...just wish me luck...:) praying hard...

MOODLESS

Weekly Overview Horoscope for
Sagittarius
22 Nov.-21 Dec.
This week: 23/04/2007-29/04/2007

You're a great communicator on Monday, so get the word out, whether at work or on a more personal level. Around Tuesday and Wednesday, you'll be more tight-lipped; you've got a lot on your mind now, and you may not be ready to share your findings or feelings. Have patience with those around you, annoying though they may be. From Thursday through to Saturday, their questions suddenly don't seem so pesky, and you've got answers they'll love. Fun's in the stars, too, so name your poison. As far as the rest of the weekend, you're probably moving slowly. Rest up!

I do really hope this horoscope is true....i wish?

2007-04-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

Will I be Smiling so happily again?

This will just be a random entry of mine...frankly speaking, my mind has been on a wild side ever since Mon... everything seems so precious to me...if only i din find out, my life would be much much betta.

Is it a blessing in disguise? Me myself can't even anw to that...Has been feeling so down...totally no mood for everything...constantly asking myself am i so suay this year? it realli give me goosebump whenever i am reminded of what my bro had said to me at the beginning of this year....

He warned me that whatever i do would not goes so smoothly for me and this year is not a good year for me....."FENG SHUI" i'm starting to believe in it despite having doubts in it before...

I just hope things would get betta for me next wed...really dun wish for negative results...i'm praying hard everyday...thinking of it every sec, min and hours on it..

My World is changing...I'm Scared :(

2007-04-12T09:27:00.000+08:00

ardios...back to spice up my blog with a little updates of what happened for the past few weeks...hehe Din really have much pics with me, was sadded by the fact my bro had lost my genting trip memory card...was so pissed and sad over it...all the fun and memories are to be kept within me. So sad...shall nt brood over it..

Past weeks has been fulfilling for me...every week days i would get to meet up with my swoordies members, attending birthday party almost everyweek...my pocket is burning up on me...any kind soul pls donate to "Savingserenefund" would be much appreciated...can u believe i have 6 people born in the month of April itself...lol how can that be? Declared Broke...

shall move on to some pics when the swordies meet again for some zouk out 3 weeks bac? haha i can't rem exactly which wednesday bt at least i had fun and abit tipsy all thanks to Limaran haha...

Me, Charlotte and Limaran ( we had fun drinking long island tea ya?) haha

CHarlotte, angie, wenyan, me And Limaran....

The Swordies my Darlingszzz

Loving Each Day

My Bestie

Phototaking session

Muacks

Lovely Gals

My sweetest girlfriends

Mahjong PPL...wahaha i miss it

My precious Gems

Shall update on My Darling Peijun Bdae..hehe...hope you like the voucher we gt for u? All the best for your final year exam at NTU...GOoin to graduate soon...Times really flies...We LOve U PEIJUN DA JIE haha

Steal from Limaran Blogs wahaha, On our way to meet the birthday Gal

Reminisce our Netball days....purposely went bac...

Will nv get tired of jumping aimlessly...wahaha

Friendship and love nv ends

Alrite shall end my bloggy here..shall updates again hehe...tata muacks ppl

2007-03-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

Heloooo...back to blog in March...lol..However...I'm feeling quite down right now...doesn't have any mood to work though....was saddened by the skirt which i bot...Arghhh $39 flew past me in just 3 days...i din even get to wear it and it got a very bad stain on it..was super upset till now...Just dun wanna tok abt it anymore...pissed me off...My bad luck is starting to run on me.... :((((

Yest mark the first yr annivasary of me and my mr donut...hehe HAppy 1St Year...Thanks for the dinner...however, yest was just not my day...what a suay 6/3/07...everything whcih is say, did or do was just so wrong....dun wanna go into details...bt my mind just started running wild once again...am i goin the right way? shld i retreat bac to where i started. Evrything just doesn't go right for me...am i wrong in the first place? me myself also can't find the anw to it...just save me from all these wreck...

just move on to something more enjoyable,Went to attend Crsytal 21st Birthday party the previous week...hehe was so happy to see my marketing mates again...u ppls realli rock my life...haha

Marketing ppls gathered at crystal 21st party...Happy birthday to the Sweetie...live the life of a 21st adulthood wahaha...

Don't you think she gt a "Lan Du" Face? wahaha btw thanks lena for the Cap though i can only keep it...Thanks for getting exactly a same cap for me wahahah 4D also not so accurate lol...Bt still a big thanks to you sweetie...study hard in Ausie...

SHall End of with This pic of us...wahaha Miss limaran And Me...Snapping our way during the party wahaha...alright shall update again once i am in a better mood booboo...!!!

Everything are changing... :( I'm Confused...

2007-02-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hi, since i am free in office right now, i shall upload a video for everyone to see...Though e MV is not yet perfect bt it really touch my heart. As i always believes living only once, so live a good life and treasure the ppl around you before it's too late to regret.

Guess everyone know Xu wei Lun has passed on to become an angel of her own, bt i felt that this teach us a lesson not to take things for granted before it is too late to regret. life is really not within our control and it is unpredictable....it was such an unfair lesson for her to teach everyone to wake up and treasure the ppl around you. We've just lost such a talented and elegant young lady out of the sudden. Though i'm nt her faithful fans who chase ovr her tv dramas, bt i just couldn't believe such a young girl could die so easily in a freak accident i would call it.

Life is really vulnerable...so guys and girls...let enjoy every moment we had with our loves one till we grow old.....keep the memories going...

Rest In Peace....Angel....

2007-02-13T10:14:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps this will just be a short update of mine. Din really have the mood to blog nowadaes....life has been so monotonus for me...working, home, slp etc...seldom get to go out during weekends becos it really dreads me from going to town as it was way too crowded. Howeva, i managed to went town last sat and gt a pair of shoe for my dearest daddy for his valentine gift. Can u imagine having to walk from far east, to pacific plaza, wisma, cineleisure, heeren and all the way back to far east again? yup i did that...omg...having to squeeze with the crowds was simply just irritating. But at the end of the day we had our fruitful trip cos i managed to get my moisturiser from haba and he gt his shoe....hehehe....

Guess what? the following monday, me, angie and limaran meet up again...and this time round angie and me deliberately took off on monday to go town for shopping...tsk tsk...the three of us shop non stop from 4 till 9 plus....and i swear it's been sucha long period of time i last did my shopping with the gerls...though the 3 of us was aching all over bt we had fun time shopping and crapping....lol it was fun though since we last catch up with one another... okie below the pics shall depicts the start of our shopping madness and the swordness (Craziness) we had while trying out clothing

At topshop dressing roomie

Angry us

Smiley :)

SMooCH!!!! we had countless shot of this...bt this is the best we had...lol

lovely shots...Muack love u gerls

lOOK at limaran...lol she hungry..

Alright that shall end my blogging with all these pics update wahahahaha..anyway...our shopping spree ended with a ultra bad bad experience with a transcab driver...stay tuned to straits time forum...wahaha the drivers shall get his retribution soon...lol....shall go into the details of our rides with the bloody F***er driver....pardon my rudeness ovr here...bt he deserve it...

TATA everyone...pictures of my genting pic is still not up here...sobz sobz....i will try to get it bac frm my bro...haiz...HAPPY NEW YR ppl...get more ang pao in the OIK OIK year...

2007-01-12T09:12:00.000+08:00

Angie.Me.Huishan...We shall Meet up soon ya? where are you gerls? haha
Me With Boo Boo Daddy On Christmas's Eve
Bread Of Love on Dec 8 2006 ( I Love U)

***Your Birthdate: December 8***
You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3
You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.
What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love
Life
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanforyourlovelifequiz/

Haha, yup i try out this test out of boredom while navigating thru GOH YU PING blog...she tempt me to try this lol...all right...i dunno whether is real, bt the number of true love i have is 2 so i bet i'm stuck with MR Donut? hahahahaha just joking daddy... i love u haha....yr birthday is on the 16th so very very near to 17th....haha...fret not ya?

lol............okie i noe i am damn lame....btw goh yuping...pls make yrself available k? hhahahaha ciao...hope todae will get to meet up with the swoordies...lol... ciao

2007-01-11T15:47:00.000+08:00

HO HO HO...oops Christmas is over...nah... :) It's 2007 chinese new year we are looking forward again...time relly flies....

My blog has tonnes of cobwebs growing eva since 2months bac...once again i'm left with the task of creating collage from photos that are suppose to be uploaded half a year bac...i'm really so sorry for such a late update..so this blog shall be a photo blog again...haha...

First Outdated Batam Trip with my lovely avalanche teammates and coaches:

Outside Holiday Inn...Team Pics

My lovely Teamates

Go Kart Ride-Daytona session hahaAin't Cute? haha self proclaim...Dinner off the CoastAfter our Water Polo GameMe & Santiago

Childhood memories of A&W Deprive of it

Huishan, Me & Santiago on the shippy

Alright That Marks the end of my trip at Batam on August 2006...it was really fun as the bonding session was really good...Long for another trip soon hehe...

Here come the 2nd outdated Pics haha...here it's go:

Swordies gathers on 6th Of Dec ...Eve of Angie birthday...hehe ktv session

Stunned Act Derived from Limaran...Go ask Her and u will be enlightened lol...

Angie's 21st sweet Bday...sweetie we love u always...muack evelasting swordies

Okie..i shall end my blog with pics adapted from Limaran blog again..haha...the pics below are all taken on my birthday itself...hehe i've gt a dress from the swordies as a gifts...Thanks you gals...i love u ppl loads...

All right My pictures has done all the my updates for the past 6months... It's 2007 already...Happy new Year...Mine wish came abit late...bt still wanna wish everyone all the best for the Pig Year...eat More OIK OIk...

Shall Update soon for my Genting trips...haha pics coming up soon...hehe cya...

2006-11-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

ppl....i'm back after a long break from my last entry...working life is boring but i must agree there are pros and cons in the working world. Working give us a stable income, working experience and need not worry abt exams etc...but on the other hand...it's really make my life so dull and grey...everyday was so routine...reach hm watch tv and by 12 my body clock is hinting me to knock off. Every week, i really look forward to friday as it mean my weekend off days is here....i get to meet up with my swordies to slack and have some heart to heart talking session...u gerls rocks..thanks for being there for me all these while...

It's been a while since i last hit town? Months? yeap Months...Awww so pathetic..pls save me from the cave....I shouting out to >>>>LIMARAN<<<< 21 =""> Vivocity Or Fareast....Shoe & Slippers From Mondo and ???=> Fareast.....Bags BAGS i need it so desperado.... i need a big straw bag and leather lookalike bags arghhhhhhhhh => FAreast....i miss u so muchhhhh... Accessories as well =>Topshop, Forever 21 and Diva..... I wanna go to these places...pls grant me my wish this coming decemeber....... Tee hee hee...i gt a 20% off for topshop products becos it is my bdae month....so let get started this early December....

Last bt not least in my shopping list....i gonna change my pathetic VGA phone...finally....Samsung d900 i'm coming....so pls be patient ya....you will be the first item i will rush to once i gt my hard earn pay....i hope my bonus would come together with it as well...haha but i doubt so...lol.... I wanna get the one shown below....middle design hehe...

All right shall update on my last week programmes...Basically, Met up with the swordies last friday to celebrate Huishan's birthday... Happy Sweet 20th birthday Miss Police "Jin Cha" Pls dun arrest me for bringing u bad luck last friday..i think is angie that bring us the suayness becos THE blardy DAMN CINEMA DIE ON US THAT FRIDAY Nite at Tampines Mall. We really wanna watch the Happy feet with you...bt Power failure hit us that nite...arghhh i feel so guilty....But hope you like that jacket we've gt for you...Love it? haha

Cuties cat found at Changi Village Cove while we girls are having our heart to heart toking session ....She realli look like Garfield haha

Sorry have to resort to stealing of the collage again....kuku...nv send to me hah....so sorry limaran pls do not ask huishan to catch me...okie i noe is nt funnie lol...cold~~~~

Hilarious laughter presented from Me and Angie...all credits to Limaran and wenyan...Thanks for yr candid shots ya...lol....

Before

After (Short Fringe)

Btw I cut my hair once again..this time round is really damn short can...Omg....before i went to sunny,wenyan told me she may not want to go bac to sunny anymore...i was like why???...Now i understood her reason...damn it my fringe is now so short lo!!! So upset...arghhhh I force myself to smile (ABove)

Me:Hey sunny i wanna trim and maintain my hair length

Sunny: Okie no problem...

Sunny: How abt the fringe

Me: Abit only

So he went on to trim my hair and cut my fringe, but before i can react he has already cut almost 3/4 of my fringe away...OMG..i was like F......

Sunny: hey....yr fringe abit short hor...laugh it off!!!!

I was like DIaoz....what can i do...i can' t turn bac time... pissed man

This is the first time i felt so disappointed with him, i say trim hair but he literally cut off my hair till so short....i swear it would be months before i go bac to him...i need like a few months to grow bac my long fringe once again...so sad...ARGHHHHH....Pls knock mi off bah

Though the pics do not show much difference...but if u were to see me in real person...my hair realli look so "goondoo"...I am devastated...

goodbye people...will be bac with more pics...Looking forward To angie So call "birthday BASh But pls do not bash her up party" => Hey angie not funny at all...HAHA...

2006-11-17T18:02:00.000+08:00

One of the pitfalls for all human beings is that we tend to go unconscious with anything that is routine in our life, including our partner. No matter how wonderful they may be, given time we tend to take our loved ones for granted. Don't forget to love the people in your life every day! This world is full of tales of people who only when faced with the loss of a loved one discovered how much more they wish they had expressed.

Make the people in your life the priority, not the other stuff! If you have ever lost a loved one you understood instantly that all that other stuff wasn't really all that important at all. Make it your priority every day to love the people in your life all out. This will help you guard against falling asleep and taking each other for granted.We don't have as much time in this life as we may think and you never know when it's the last time you will see a loved one. I recommend loving with a sense of urgency and not taking your time with a significant other for granted! I say this not to scare you but to wake you up; we all can use a reminder from time to time.

Unexpressed Anger/Hurt FeelingsOver time, withheld anger and hurt feelings cover up our ability to feel our love for another human being. Part of being honest is expressing to your partner what you are mad or hurt about (without being mean or abusive). Conversely, be willing to allow your partner to share their feelings of anger and hurt with you. I know it can be challenging to listen to at times. Yet in any relationship feelings are going to get hurt and people are going to get mad. The ability to express and listen to hurt feelings and anger and get over them is critical to having a long term fulfilling relationship. I know expressing anger and hurt feelings can sometimes be taboo in our culture. But people can get over being hurt or mad, it's far from the end of the world. In fact, once you have experienced staying with another human being while they are hurt or mad at you and eventually getting to the other side, you will discover that this can be quite a gift to your relationship. In fact you are likely to experience a new level of intimacy and love in your relationship. Since this is an area that many of us have never been taught how to deal with, it may be best to find a skilled mediator, counselor, or therapist for the first time, particularly for coaching in how to keep your anger clean and non- abusive. Lastly, remember the idea of expressing your anger or hurt feelings is to get over them, not to punish, blame or belittle your partner.

When expressing anger, keep it simple. Leave your story and blame out! Say, "I don't like what you said or did." Be specific; don't add extra venom. Example: "I didn't like when you said I was a lazy bum," or "I didn't like that you went out without calling me." Again, the idea isn't to make the other person wrong but to rather get over your anger/hurt so you can love them again.

Extracted from: Wisdom Article

2006-11-17T11:48:00.000+08:00

Ya Man I dO look tired....haha just post for fun lol!!!

Haha P-Plate

2006-11-17T10:54:00.000+08:00

hOORAY I passed my TP on my first strike...Really thanks everyone who took out some of their time by smsing me or encouraging me in person...Thank you peeps...you guys rock my world...
Was simply so delighted afterwhich i got my results...the tester was a very frenly and direct guy...

He would even correct my mistake when i am doin my test but he din even deduct points unnecessary.... Just when i sat down with him at the tester room...he just simply smile at me saying "You Passed" Omg.... The feeling was like so shiok...wahaha finally all my stress for the past few months is finally over...i've gt my birthday wish....Really thanks everyone even the weather man for blessing such a clear weather for me to take the test.

No More burning my pockets with my hard earn money anymore....yippe... i would like to thank for instructor David Leong...Though i would always complain how you scold for no reasons...blah blah etc...Bt i'm really appreciate yr help in helping me to attain my driving license...heheheh...may god bless you with good heath ya...

Last bt not least... my darling Daddy..Thanks for being with me all these while..listening to my complains after every driving lesson...but u were there to console me and taught me....You were there to accompany and mentally supporting me while patiently waiting at the driving centre anxiously waiting for my results...hehehehe...i still owe u a steamboat session and 3 in 1 package ya? hahaha..Thank you daddyy...Muack Muacks....

2006-11-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

Here am i blogging away with my mind constantly counting down to my driving test day tomolo. Arghh..if i say i am not nervous i would be lying to myself... Dear friends...pls pray hard for me....

I've only one birthday wish this coming Dec...And it is to get my driving license on this fateful day of Nov 14 2006. Just hope everything would go on smoothly...have been practising for the past 2 daes, however, i would still make those unnecessary and serious mistake like striking the kerb or hit the kerb...omg pls pls pls save me.....i really hope everything would go on well for me...I jus hate vertical parking and those irritating crank course...arghhhhhh.....

Waiting for miracle to happen....today evening will be my last driving practice, i would treat it as my prelim exam...practice does make it perfect? I really hope it does.... And of course Driving is expensive too... it really burned a big hole in my pocket and i shall declare bankrupt even before this month end....

Tick Tock Tick Tock... shall wait for the good news soon ya...boo hoo...cya peeps...Praying hard

2006-11-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Love

2006-11-06T13:23:00.000+08:00

Happy 8th Month My sweetest Darling!!! Muack

2006-11-03T09:53:00.000+08:00

My Blog has been lagging for the past few dae, Boring to the max...uploading of pictures require 3 days to publish...that hw lag blogspot is....pisssed..nonetheless, i'm blogging while working again...haha bt today is friday so slack for a while mean no harm ya? haha...oops!!! :]

Darn it man, nowadays i think i would just blog one time every month just to update on my pathetic life...everyday was like so tired, tired & tired....i really miss those daes of slacking, mahjong 2 times a week, playing netball on a regular basis, catching up with friends etc...Sorry Goh Yu Ping...dun meant to put Aeroplane that dae...was really having a bad cramp...i promise i won't fly kite again ya.... haha

erm just a brief update for the past few weeks....pics has been uploaded below....has been partying for the previous 2 weeks... 1st week was dragged by limaran to go zouk....bt i did enjoy myself as the crowd was not bad...drank quite abit too....haha...

The following week was threatened by Ben the army boi....he say things that netball training and driving are more impt than his birthday party...once again i had no choice bt to skip my long awaited training and head down to zouk again...awww...that how hard i can't say a "No" to friends...however, i'm happy for him la...i can see he enjoyed himself alot as all his close buddies are there to celebrate for him before he has to bid goodbye to the civilian life and say "Helloo" to the Army life...wahahaha...Ben do take care while in the army...u slacker pest D...wahaha....Thanks for inviting me to yr party ya...gt wasted so early lol...

Life has been going on smoothly for me...working has expose me to the real life...looking at things which not many ppl would come across with....I must really say tertiary school life is really an impt role in preparing us for the working world....now i finally understand why lecturers are so serious with peer appraisal of group members and the way we work as a team...because right in the working world, everyone is selfish by nature......politics are everywhere....i'm just like the frog who has been in the well for the past 19 years....and is only until recently i manage to climb out of it and are seeing the real working life....it really sucks to see why human beings are behaving in such a way...why can't everyone be satisfy with what they have and most importantly loyal to their partner?...hmmm...that how life is meant to be....just hate some egoistic guys who are two timing their wife....that very unfair for the gals out there....so gals pls protect yrself and be more selfish at times...haha....(Hmm just joking)

anyway....daddy donutie...3 more daes and is our 8th months...hmm...just wanna say at times i know some factors are affecting our r/s bt i really hope all these bad days will soon be over ya? Communication is really very important in every r/s hehe...u knw what i mean....Nonetheless, Thanks for been there mentally and emotionally...Looking forward to our next Genting Trip...Haha where my buffet treat? lol...

i shall end my blogging here....shall update on the ben's bdae party pic real real soon...cya..

Update of pics....

2006-10-31T15:30:00.000+08:00

Friends Forever

Slides-Swordies

Swordies Reunited

...in process

Partying

Madly in Love

Colourfulness

Lovely

My Princesses

Awness

We Love to Take Pics

kisses for my darlingssss

My Angie Sweetie

Me & Wenyan

Angie, Me & limaran

Party Mates

My Sweeties Swordies

Me wif Benny the army boi

My Favourite gal

It's Party Time....Muack

Happy 7th Months....

2006-10-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

HAlooo….I am typing this entry in da office once again wahaha…but pardon my ignorance, I am not slacking because now is tea break time…so I rather be sitting down in the office chair then sipping my hot tea away…lol…

Really took such a long period of time to blog nowadays….working life really dreads me from switching on my computer when I rch hm….my body clock really change eversince I started work 2months bac…from slping ard 4am last time to 12am this time round…what a big change in me…although it is good for my health bt I really miss those daes when I could chat in msn, surfing the webby for gossips, uploading pictures to frenster, blogging and meeting up with the swordies at lao di fang….I really really miss the gurls so much…everyone have to work so the time we had have to be sacrifice…however, we have decided to meet up every Friday for slacking, movies and some catching up sessions everyweek….yayness to the swordies’s commitment…MISS THOSE DAES….

Bt Now, my lifestyle have change completely, had dinner after work, rch home prepare dinner for my 3 doggies… (Btw everyone I’ve gt a new puppies named AJ….is a mixed breed species given by eunis’s colleague)…after which, settle down to watch some tv drama or go for a run around my estate to maintain my overall fitness….Basically that how I spent my weekdays….

Though I could see my lifestyle getting boring day by day…bt what can I do?? That typical Singaporean working adult’s lifestyle ….No Work = No Money….haiz…But seriously I do really think time really flies….2 more months and it’s goin to be Christmas seasons once again…omg….one yrs gonna flies and I soon gonna be 21yrs old…Out of my teenage era…sob sob…

However, I’m glad to be with him by my side almost everyday…Really wanna apologise to you becos sometimes I would just get irritated for no reason but u would just quietly tolerating my nonsense without any complains…I felt guilty at times…So Sorry My Daddy Darling…but I know u still love me right? Wahaha

I’m really trying veri hard to control my emotions bt sometimes i would just think of the matter over and over again….hope I would be able to overcome it and pls do give me some grace periods….

Thanks for been my guardian angel all these while, sending me home safely everyday without fail, accompany me to run at nite, watch and play soccer with me….. Understand me for who I am…U really make my day…

HAPPY 7th Months Anniversary to My Doug…Hope you like the polo t-shirt I’ve got for you. I Love U! Muack

2006-09-12T09:11:00.000+08:00

白色风车 Bai se Feng Che White Windmills

曲: - 周杰倫Qu: - Zhou Jie LunMusic:

- Jay Chou词: - 周杰倫Ci: - Zhou Jie LunLyrics: - Jay Chou

白色的风筝
bai se de feng zheng
White kites

安静的纯真
an jing de cun zhen
Quiet innocence

真实的感觉
zhen shi de gan jue
The feeling of reality

和梦境般遥远
he meng jing ban yao yuan
And the dreamlike state of distance ([They are] like a dream that’s too far away)

天边的海水
tian bian de hai shui
The oceans by the sky

复杂的眼泪
fu za de yan lei
a complicated mass of tears

看你傻笑着
kan ni sha xiao zhe
Watching your naive smile

握住我的手
wuo zhu wo de shou
Holding my hand

梦希望没有尽头
meng xi wang mei you jin touDream and hopes have no abyss

我们走到这就好
wo men zou dao zhe jiu haoIt’s good we have walked till here.

因为我不想太快走完这幸福
yin wei wo bu xiang tai kuai zou wan zhe xin fu
Because I don’t want to walk to the end of happiness this quickly

两颗心没有祝福
liang ke xin mei you zhu fu
Two hearts with no blessings

但爱你并不孤独
dan ai ni bing bu gu du
But loving you is not at all lonely

不会再让你哭
bu hui zai rang ni ku
[I’ll] never let you cry again

我背你走到最后
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
I’ll carry you till the end

能不能不要回头
neng bu neng bu yao hui tou
Can we not turn back

你静静地抱住我
ni jing jing di bao zu wo
You quietly embrace me

说你不需要承诺
shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
Saying you don’t need any promises

你说我若一个人会比较自由
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
I were alone there would be more freedom [You say if I’ll be more carefree if I’m alone]

我不懂你说什么
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me
I don’t understand what you are saying

反正不会松手
fan zheng bu hui song shou
No matter what I will not let your hand loose

我背你走到最后
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
I’ll carry you till the end

能不能别想太多
neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
Can we not think too much

会不会手牵着手
hui bu hui shou qian zhe shou
will we be hand in hand

晚一点才到尽头
wan yi dian cai dao jing tou
a bit later til we reach the end ([Only] Reach the end a little later)

你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian zhi wei le sun jian
You said we shouldn’t meet again for the sake of a moment

谢谢你让我听见
xie xie ni rang wo ting jian
thanks for letting me hear

因为我在等待永远
yin wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan.
Because I’m waiting forever.

Sorry For such a Late updates

2006-09-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

yoo HOo...i am bac...sorry peeps as i have been MIA for the past 2 months...lol..

Just a brief update for the past months...

- Officially move in to Tampines St 83....awwww i really really miss the foodies at 85 market...where my hokkien mee, stingray ( now i really gonna eat as many stingray as possible...poor steve irwin...May the lord be with you!!! Rest In Peace...) Was saddened by the news of steve irwin incident...though i dun realli watch his documentary bt was really impress of how he sacrifice his passion for his life. A big thanks for his contribution to the wildlife of the nature....

- Next, guess what? i have landed myself a job working as a sales engineer...ahem...where the linkage to my studies in Marketing haha...bt been working for one month and 6 daes...everything goes on well for me...is really an opportunity for me to excel and gain experience in the working environment. Gain insights to engineering process of how really the process of producing chips and wire bonding all that stuff.... I'm happy with my current job now...so hope everything goes well for me..hehe

anyway...i am typing this blog while working so betta get bac to my work then...shall cya ppl soon...

I miss Genting...Happy 6th months.. I Love you Daddy Douglas!!! :) hehe Thanks for tolerating my nonsense...haha...Muackzzz

Updates pic soons hehe

Backie!!!

2006-07-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

HEy Ya...Sorry for not being able to update recently..was really busy to the max....First if all, i wanna wish my Brother Derrick & Eunis an everlasting love. Really happy to see two such sweet lovers getting married on this fateful day (08/07/06)

Secondly, PPLLLLL i moved HOUSE LO>>>>> PLS UPDATE wahaha..no more "bar chor mee, Ah-Balling tang Yuan, Barbercue Sting Rays, Porridge" etc.... AWW ....Gonna miss the food so much...Slurp Slurp... :( But it doesn't mean i can't travel bac to bedok...Tampines to Bedok is just few stops away lol...

Been really busy these past few weeks due to house shifting, working, preparation for my Brother wedding and catching up with my dearest swordies and limaran...wow really time flies.....darn it wahaha...Anyway gonna start my permenant job this coming August which mean i don't even have the chance to slack and rest at all...I really need a rest...so sad...have to finish working for Simont till the end of july.... I've gt only 2 days of rest...sound so pathetic.

That the standard of living in Singapore, No Work=No $$$$...

Will be uploading tonnes of pics soon...Taken while tanning with my Dearest limaran...Finally a meetup session for us...But we will get to see each other everyday soon...PLS SAVE ME>>>lol... WE get to work together hehe..YAY!!!

will not be blogging regularly...have to wait for new com in new house...so cya ppl soon

2006-06-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

First of all, I wanna thanks this special someone who is always there for me. Thanks Dearest Donut hehe...3 months and the clocks is still ticking and counting on. Really appreciate for what u have done for me. Simply love ya and yr craps...making me go nuts!!!

Secondly, i PASSED my Final Theory Test on my first strike..yeah yeah OMG i really can't believe it because i hrd from frens it will not be as easy as the basic test. But But, I manage to brush thru it...really delighted to get the results slip. WAHAHAHa...It really make my day a memorable one!!!

Now my next move is to apply my PDL and fully concentrate on my driving soon...so pals pls pray for mi once i gt my test date ya. haha...Basically being working part time and busy packing and buying stuff for the purpose of shifting house. really gt tons of thing to do. SO BORIng wahaha..

Can someone be kind enough to show some enlightenment on what path i shld take for my future career? i seems to be at a crossroad whereby i dunno what i want for my life!! arghhh dun wanna stuck in this shit forever...PLS PLS...pls knock some sense into me...Miracle do happen? hehe

Nites off!!

2006-05-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

Thanks

A Fateful Day

2006-05-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

Here i am typing this entry with tonnes of things running through my mind making me a thinking person once again. Many things happen for a reason.

To state an example, have you guys ever wonder the people we see on the streets, bus, school etc came across your life once in that very fateful day and the next moment you will never get to see that person again? That how interesting and how big this universe is. Can u imagine? Right here in this tiny weeny island, every min every sec, people that came across your path is always changing. So do i have the chance to meet everyone in the world? That how big this UNIVERSE IS...awww...so i came upon a learning journey which i would really treasure the people around me especially my family members and friends that are fated to be with me for life!!!!!!! That how Amazing human beings existed for a reason!!! TO LOVE & TO BE LOVE....

I came upon Mr Koh (My Sec Sch Teacher) - A Person who have my utmost respect in terms of wisdoms. As usual, we chatted for a few minutes. However, within that few minutes. I felt so relieved and enlightened on the things which Mr. Koh has spoken to me. He told me, "Know What you want in your life and there's no turning back on your decision" Just after he finished his sentence, it really strikes my thoughts and left me pondering on the things which he said. Thanks you for giving me a sense of direction when i am loss....SInce i make up my decision for not going university hence i would not regret on my decision....I'm not proving to show how well or how far i can go bt i do need to find a place within my heart on the things which i always wanted to achieve.

A Huge Hugs and Thanks to Mr.Koh - Thank you!!!

Shall wait for that Fateful day to COME!!!! alright then...i need a break..SLp time...

2006-04-28T03:07:00.000+08:00

shady

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roar

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roar

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sweeties

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bang

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yesh?

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sun ar!

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resting peacefully

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i love this pic

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sweeties

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Stare wat stare

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diaoz

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awfully pretty

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puffers on da hs

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BLEAH

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nice background ya lol

2006-04-27T19:41:00.000+08:00

she sucha sweetie

2006-04-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

Finally

Yippie

2006-04-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

yelo...I am bac to update again...MIA for a month time...life has been hectic for me...heavily deprived of slp for the past one month. Overall i am still satisfied with my work performance together with Mr Leong (the guy that always dream to be our boss..whereby i doubt so? wahaha), Shao Xiong, Huishan and Wenyan...first time working with so many friends in a company..the feeling was fantastic

Together, we gossip, create Names for almost everyone in the company practically for those we hated the most and the moment their face that irritate us on first sight...I noe we are bad bt we gt no choice..lol some name samples for you guys to enjoy~ first on the hated list...

1) "Yi Li Tie Ding AKa Siao Eh negative 1
2) Snoopy Aka Beauty of the company?
3) SIao Eh number 2 Aka idol (on the verge of goin mad) seriously no joke

Though yesterday mark the last day of my work for Peter Knipp Holding...bt i really wanna thank the company for giving mi the opportunity to gain valuable experience for not everybody would have the chance to gain insight on how this World Gourmet Summit event was carried out...all the hardwork the company's people put in were pure sheer determination and physical ability to hang on...Cheerious to you guys...3 more days... hehe...anyway...people that have my respect, Esther, Matthew, Nathan and Emily...you guys were patient with us and taught us lots of things and even jokes with us...Really appreciate yr help...will never forget u guys...We can differentiate between the good & the bad because of u people who exist in the company...Thank you...

On the 19th of April, despite of work and lack of slp i still manage to pass my basic theory yeah yeah...cross the first stage of my driving lesson hehe..that a good start..book my advance theory on the 6th of June...hope everything would flow nicely hehe..i hope so...and guess what...during my hectic workday, i manage to squeeze some time out on my off day to meet up with Limaran...she sucha a sweet girl..willing to accompany mi to go cut hair, went for my back treatment at roxy, a speedy shopping at parkway parade wahaha and finally our long awaited activity...MAHJONG...awww it's been so long i last touch the tiles...wahahah...

24th of April!!!

Things would not flow in our favour...everything happen for a reason...follow yr hearts and everything would turn out good...just like a glass of water...would u see it as half filled? Learn things from experience and move on...we girls love you....Stay strong

FIsherman gathering...yeah ya kun here we cum lol

APRIL BLOG

2006-04-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

hey ya...ppl just wanna let ya noe that..won;t be blogging for the whole of April lol...due to the stupid event...omg..it realli took my life whereby i just started work this Tuesday..

And it gotta last till 28th April...Arghh pls save me...everyday is like full shift...this temp job is realli killing me and has drained mi completely since Tuesday...being working like a workaholic from 9am till late night. It is just the beginning and i really felt so tired and sick...Everyday slept around 2am and have to wake up around 630am to get to work at Queentown...

Since Tues...my Schedule is like 9am to 9pm, Wed - 9am to 10pm, Thursday - 9am to 11pm, Friday - 9am to 1140pm, Sat 945 to 930pm...EVeryday is like more than 12 hrs...it realli drained my whole body energy...Anyway, just receive a super sad news from my In-charge..from NExt Mon onwards 3rd of April...everyone must work NOn stop from 9am to 1 or 2 am in the morning everyday till the event finish around 28th April....I really dun wanna tink abt it..it realli scares me...EVRYDAY...

Started work only 5 days and here i am complaining...lol..how can i survive thru the period of torturing? FIrst time in my life working such long hrs non-stop....just hope i can realli take it...pls bless mi...So cya ppl in MAy...

I going to get my precious snooze before i realise it is 630am again...BORED!!! haha TATA

2006-03-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

ME ME ME

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collage 2 - DOne by ME

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Collage-Done by Limaran

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SMilez

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sunshine

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wanna have some water?

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leggy

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SMILEZZZ

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Whee lovely

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MUACK

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Relaxing

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dimples...

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roar

2006-03-27T23:33:00.001+08:00

HMM sad sad

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advertising for the bridge

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Tanning Day...

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Shoppping

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Camera frenly

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Bleah

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rain mmmm

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Normal Smile

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look at ya?

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MAkan Prata..alley prata wahaha

2006-03-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

dancefloor

2006-03-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE Swordies reunited

2006-03-27T23:25:00.001+08:00

VRoom Vroom

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Me, Angie & yannie

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HEHE at ANgie place

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angie & me

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lovely

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Me & wenyan..before MOS...

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Sen chuan & mE

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that me...luckily the pic is abit dark wahaa

2006-03-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

drawing lesson still continue

2006-03-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

who that boi? omg

2006-03-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

afterwhich shots of vodka mix were serve at marki place

2006-03-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

tempting to pop it?

2006-03-27T23:15:00.001+08:00

arghh thanks wenyan...for bestowing mi the glasses of pringles

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side view...more drawing cuming up

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the close up view wahaha

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qiu lian and Me

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The girlies...

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me, MArkie and limaran

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me, limaran, jeremy and angie..fugly us

2006-03-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

My turn to revenge on MARKIE wahaha

2006-03-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

angie low...wahaha

2006-03-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

that wenyan & Me..thank for the pringles face

2006-03-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

wahaha that limaran too

2006-03-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

ooh hoo haha 3rd person

2006-03-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

yeah...drawing lesson starts

2006-03-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

that the first boi that kana punishment

2006-03-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

haha he pretending to sing? awww another punishment

2006-03-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

punishment for losers wahaha

Splendid

2006-03-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

ELOe!!! I'm bac with updates...yeah yeah...everyday is like a holiday to me...Totally is Slp, eat & play. However sad to say, got a part-time job cuming up this April..whereby Huishan, Wenyan and me have to work from like 9am till late nite ( Late nite mean really dammn super late maybe close to 11pm) arghhh pls bless the three of us...

Guess what, have to wake up ard 730 and travel to Queentown everyday for the whole of April..OMG pls save mi from all this shit haha...bt just have to hang on for a month and i will be the rich gal next door.
Summary for the past few weeks!!!

Weekdays:

Basically everyday was like staying out late nite...Hang out with Secondary sch pals and swords like Jeremy, Sen Chuan, Markie, Wenyan, Qiu lian, Ai min, Angie, Limaran & Huishan (Combination of Groups) it was really damn fun...from clubbing at MOS, late nite out at Fisherman village (attending drawing lesson using Mascara & eye liner), playing Board Games at MIne cafe, Slacking at MAcdonald to Playing cards and popping vodka mix at MArk's hs...everything was just FUN FUN FUN...haha..HEy angie & yannie...(Pull my HAir hor? u gals veri JIAN NU REN LEH!!! haha shall wait for my Pillow Fight at CHalet next week) wahaha
while on alternate weekdays, i would meet up with my dearest limaran for window shopping and our all time favourite!!! Mahjong hehe

Weekends:
while the gals spent their time with their BF i took time off to spent my weekends with my family members and elder bro's frens wahaha..celebrated my 2nd bro bdae on March 17th.

On Sat, Play mahjong with my elder brother's frens wahaha...they realli rock man...play mahjong at $1 & $ 2 dollar...first time play mahjong till so stress...can u guys imagine...once u "Ghang" u gt $12 bucks...and if u hu one five "tai" wow i dun no how much is it man...dun dare to tink haha...lost 20bucks over...is already very "Professional ler" lol

On last Sun, went to Sentosa with my Elder bro, Eunis aka Da sao, Chao qun, Sherry, Amy cum doggies (Oreo-Sherry's shihzu Bell Bell & Blackie - My doggies). Had so much fun bringing the doggies to swim and running around playing all sort of ball games...End the day by having our dinner at SAKAe (By the Beach) how nice can it be? hehe simply love it...Shall upload the pics once i gt it from Eunis

As for this weekend, same routine but had a sinful weekend cos my bro just kept eating nonstop...OMG...shall go for a run tomolo evening...i will make sure i will do it haha..went to eat at 85market...chicken wings, barbecue stingray, "BAr Chor MEe" hokkien Mee, Egg omelette etc...afterwhich MAhjong again haha...won this time round bt we play 20 40 cents..hehe grinz....

And today which is Sunday...i really ate till i really feel like vomitting after that...had instant noodle for lunch...afterwhich, my bro ask mi along to go down to MS for buffet at suki sushi...(hope i gt the shop name correctly) wahaha first time being there...personally we felt that it was much much better than Seoul Garden...the food was nice...especially the butter Slice Beef...AWW..u guys must go and try...and the price is reasonable also... Self-make ice cream was our dessert...we guys had so much fun making all sorts of ice cream flavour...Yippie

Basically, I had so much FUN FUN FUN...nv in my life that i could enjoy my precious time with my frens and family...Just love it...

Anyway looking forward to APRil too...(It mean my pocket gotta have a big big hole)

Birthday babies

Peijun - 5th of April
Derrick (My elder Brother) 8th of April
Eunis (My Da Sao) 20th of April
CAelyn (my niece 1 yr old Bdae) 22nd of April
Chalet - Birthday celebrations wow wow woo

Important Dates:
19th of April....My basic theory..Arghhh where gt time to study? if i have to work from morning to nite sian sian sian...hope i can pass...pls pls pls haha shall pray very hard...
okie, Mr.D will be bac soon on April too hehe...think ard 5th of April - Shall wait for my Peach vodka!! wahaha ( Must question him soon lol...)

* But one thing to note...i gotta start my work soon..hope i can get off on the above mentioned dates awww...pls pls pls

Alright shall stop here pic up soon...!!! enjoy

2006-03-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

i just miss her