candid shot1 

mi n wenyan 

audrey n mi 

haha, our one and onli fish...puffer 

erm bit dark but dunno why still like this pic 

us again 

the Gm ex netballers... 

my senior angela 

mi n ms swee 

qiu yan, ms swee n yuping 

qiu yan n yuping 

mixed feeling

hey yoz...xiaoser is bac to blog n nag at the same time keke...Anyway trying to recalled what had happen with my daily life.

Last Sat:
Went to jolene's 21st birthday over at pasir ris bungalow chalet...before that, i went out with huishan and angie for shopping and bought a top again from topshop...i declared broke... because this coming may 4 simont staff were borned in the month of May...and gotta get tonnes of present for jolene, simont workers, and upcoming birthday gerls...omg i can;t count with my fingers...is more than 10...I am goin to breakdown sooner or later lol....working so hard to save on my sch fee but i still haven rch my target omg....sianz...nvm shall c how at the end of the month...nvm shall continue to tok more about the party bash...jasmine, yuping n i bought a mango perfume for her... and i rch the place at ard 830pm..it's kinda late but managed to catch up with some of my Ex Gm netballers seniors and my coach - Ms Swee...so long nv see them ler...all have changed alot and i couldn't even recognised some of them...have to tink and try to recall their facial features lol....anyway chatted and updating our recent life with one another it was so fun...and Ms Swee have become much more lively n bubbly and she can;t stop toking as she was so excited when she saw us...she say she missed all her students and was so happy to see us still continuing to play netball even after we left sec sch....i was so enlightened by her words when she told mi some of the netballs stuff...i will always keep in my heart...Thank MS swee...u have played a huge part on my life...i tink without you, i wouldn't noe how to play netball and had a petname which is XIAOSER keke...THanks!!! looking forward to our gathering on the 25th of May...

SUn:
as usual, went to work from 1030 to 10pm life is so bored when working keke...but nvm i must work hard to earn extra income to support myself...

Mon:

lol, i slept like nobody business again...was so tired after work so slept quite early at ard 3 but nv thot that i would slp until 4pm the next dae...omg i realli intend to wake up at 12 plus wahaha but i just couldn't open my eyes wahaha...i slp until my shoulder was aching and my neck ache too lol...dunno why like that maybe is a punishment for slping too long keke... went to training at ard 6plus in the evening...ran ard the track for 6 rounds...it seems so far to complete the 2.4km run....i must really say that my stamina had deteriorate eversince i left sec sch...feeling old...my body is not the xiaoser in Sec sch whereby i am so hyper in all sports from soccer to basketball to netball and can play the whole day...now...u call mi run 2.4km is like killing mi...i wanna improve my stamina...i wanna be my usual self keke i'm getting lazier day by day...pls knock some sense to mi...pls pls...as i am running the 6 rounds..i was wondering am i able to wake up early in the morning to run to bedok reservoir and complete the 5km distance...erm i tink that is my goal to achieve before the sch reopen...i wanna go and run the reservoir in the morning...the air is so fresh n is good for us....yeah man....i am searching for the motivation in me...wanna buck up my stamina....shall look ard for my sword members to run with me ler...haha shall tell them my plan...hehe... i am coming to haunt u ppl...

Anyway...i wanna announced to everyone that LOy Wen YAn sword no 3...had pass her TP test today and i am so damned happy for her...my prayer had came true..thank you lord!!! but hur hur...from now on she can drive us ard ler yeah....we are waiting.....
OKe before i left i wanna curse n swear that whoever this person is...dun wanna say out yr name because i am a kind soul and is more matured than u...pls wake up _-_-_-from yr drunk world...who use frenster n msg mi "bloody lesbian...you need some couselling...and name a website for mi to view..." but instead i should be the one couselling u to wake up u bloody ass cum GAY........pls look at yrself before sending such msg to ppl...and also u are much more older than mi...pls look at yrself in the mirror and hope u will have ulcers in yr whole mouth...

Sorry peeps if i sound violent or what but i am really pissed off by this msg in frenster....i am just trying to vent my anger here in my blog....shall get over with it...haiz..sian...gotta spend money again becos i am goin for my sinseh treatment on my back problem...hope i can get well soon after the 6 weeks treatment...i realli looking forward to that dae...

Tomolo: meeting huishan n angie as they will be accompany mi to sinseh tomolo...so gotta wake up early...shall stop my nagging here...it getting veri long lol...like writing 4 page of essay...bye bye

us outside zouk.... 

us in the toilet...and we had a discovery with the camera n the tap...wahaha 

mi n wenyan 

xouk out pics...at wenyan hs...look at huishan...she look gorgeous 

huishan n mi at ya kun 

what a wondeful tueday!!!

hey peeps, Although my problem is not solved yet but i must say that i really enjoyed myself todae... had a netball gathering over at Audrey house...As it is a potluck gathering, so everyone have to bring their own food...so Mi, wenyan, angie, huishan, limaran n audrey had to wake up early in the morning at 9 to meet n but all the groceries...omg, i wasn;t late and the sword gals ganged up n attacked mi saying i was the wan that was late not them lol...so cruel...but dunno why..still love u ppl alot wahaha...(I'm sicked? haha)... afterwhich, preparation of teh food was done and eventualli we had fun over at audrey hs as well.. keke...we played her piano, hamster, dog n last but not least creating a local "ru Hua" by using Angie as our role model lol...it was such an successful wan..make us laugh like nuts...More to come...wahaha...

Next, over at the potluck session, we had alot of fun such as playing guessing games which includes (guessing celebreties names, "cheng yu" and acting" wahaha it was so damn fun...but anyway the gals are seperated into 2 grps which was name "jacky wu" and "ru hua" wahaha...it was so fun...but jacky wu's lost to ru hua and end up the punishement for the gals is to help each n evry members to makeup n tranform to 5 "beautiful ru hua" omg...it was so darn funnie...i laugh until my head pain until now...lol..the whole potluck session ended ard 8 plus...But i must say audrey put in alot of effort in making this possible,,,thanks audrey...but most importantly is the rest of the netball gals that make the effort to prepare the food n came for the gathering...it was such a success...

Next, the rest of the gals went hm while the sword gals which include michelle, mi and peijun went to fisherman village to have a drink...omg it was such a great meetup session...it has been so long we last meet up with peijun n michelle to have a drink by the beach..the feeling was great n it indeed a worthwhile remedy for me...i am able to think thru alot of things which was on my mind. As usual, as we the sword gal that gathered together, there will definately be gossips and creative ideas that are being generated...It was so fun..i realli miss the gerls badly and we would have stay longer n slack if everyone is not that tired...keke shall have a meetup real soon..

Anyway, i am so delighted when i saw my first ever shooting star that flew past the skie over at fisherman...omg the feeling was so damn great n i managed to make a wish n hope it will come true..realli, it was so fast that when i told the gals i saw a shooting star.But by the time, they onli saw the aeroplane lol...huishan's version of shooting star wahaha..anyway i am super duper tired..need to go off for my beauty slp...hehe cya ppl...

Sorry seems to be the hardest word!!

i think i have come to the final conclusion if it really gotta happen. But it seems to be what my hrt has been telling mi to follow...and i felt so guitly n sorry if i realli chose that route...i will have to "zou yi tian, suan yi tian" shall leave it to fate too...hope it can lighten my burden n release mi from all these unnecessary worry....

It all lies within me... :[

Coma state

spent my whole dae working n the crowd was so slow n sian...life has been the same for mi...nv expect much but i realli need some sense to be knock into my head...i realli had enough of the feeling...i am feeling tired....just chatted with limaran, felt betta but kinda getting close to the conclusion....although is not a good ending but at least i am not cheating to myself....hope i heading toward the correct direction n is following my heart....off to bed...have to work tomolo again...sianz...bye....

confused n shall break free!!

I Am confused with what i have to face....i really hate the feeling of yes or no....is terrible...feeling so down n sad...it seems that i can't cross over the "xin jie" i have inside my heart....
Realli hate it...hope i will be be able to get thru it....i wanna break free!!!

mi n huishan at ya kun...btw huishan u can steal the pic here... 

some personal info abt me

Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence

You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together.Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination.There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language.You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands).You would make a good athlete, physical education teaches, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan

http://www.blogthings.com/intelligencequiz.html


You are 27% Sagittarius

wahaha i cannot be a saggittarian lol... but the fact is i am...

http://www.blogthings.com/astrologyquizzes.html


How Your Attitude Ranks?

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population If you scored...80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

http://www.blogthings.com/howsyourattitudequiz/


You Have A Type A- Personality

A- You are one of the most balanced people aroundMotivated and focused, you are good at getting what you wantYou rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.When it's playtime, you really know how to kick backWhether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

http://www.blogthings.com/typeaquiz/


You Are A Good Friend
You're always willing to listenOr lend a shoulder to cry onYou're there through thick and thinMany people consider you their "best friend"!

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindoffriendareyouquiz/

outside zouk 

in the toilet lol 

sword zouk out 

mi again lol too bo liao ler... 

mi at ya kun 

Zoukie

27th of April, Wednesday:

Meet up with the swords - Huishan, wenyan, angie and limaran to go for my first trip to Zouk...Me, limaran n Huishan are still a virgin to clubbing so wenyan decided to be our tour guide to zouk. It was fun as compared to the veri first n last clubbing at chocolate bar along boat quay. Omg over there was infested with "gina" (onli the netballers understand the defination of it) wahaha so i realli did enjoy myself over at phuture but was abit crowded.

Afterwhich we danced like almost 2 hrs before we left the place at ard 2 plus n went for our supper at a nearby coffee shop selling prata...next we all went bac to wenyan's house to slack till 6am plus before i rch hm n slept at 8am. wahaha so long nv ton thru out the dae ler...over at Wy hs, we try to keep ourselves awake by frenstering n gossiping wahaha...i am so amazed becos we took more than 2 hour looking thru account n surfing the web...but it was fun whereby everyone would sit together n discuss about new topics wahaha.... shall not go into details...secrets of the sword hehe...

Thur: Spent the whole day at home...then at nite kana the stupid msn virus again...it is the same virus...i thot it was cleared the veri last time gary help me...but realised that the virus is still in my com...luckily with the help of kenny the lamer n Douglas i am able to dl anti virus programme( Trail 15days) to clear the worms from my com...omg gosh it was a close shave with formatting the com again wahaha. But managed to found someone with a original copy of norton anti virus and kenny agreed to lent it to me..yeah!! thanks peeps...

TOday: now blogging n waiting to go for training wahaha erm so long nv go avalanch training ler haiz..so pai seh erm must be thick skin abit or else i will be out of the team lol...(abit kua zhang lar) haha so now goin to prepare myself ler so cya ppl....

My niece so sweet 

A new life is borned+CAELYN

Hiz, haha todae i shall blogged two entries cos i gt so much to say out wahaha...
22nd Of April 2005!!!

Today i went fishing again with simon, greg and uncle sim haha just the four of us out on tuas sea again...but i have to say the both the water current n the weather is so bad hence i gt no fish again except for the cat fish i caught when i was bac to the dock. haha simon told mi, there are fishes too so just put the bait down, and haha within mins, i really gt bite on my bait haha so shiok...erm although is just a catfish but i'm still satisfied lar wahaha...but i promised i will catch a more proper fish when the boat is ready to set off to sea...currently, the boat is sick due to engine problem hence need some repair...and i tink it will be months again before i can set off to sea again.

Went home, was so enthu to on the com n surf the net. Was so devastated n irritated when i kana virus thru MSN.. I am super damned pissed off lo...i wonder why the ppl out there like to use spyware to attacked computers...F**K to all those hackers n the virus creator...was so angry as my MSN keep sending out hyperlink to everyone on my MSN list...was so afraid my fren would open up the file...so I shall apologise sincerely to those people who kana virus thru my MSN, i realli sorrie about it because i can't control the msg that are being sent out... and from 11Pm to 5Am next morning i was there sitting on my com trying to clear away the virus from my MSN n com with the help of GARY...thanks gary, i tink without him, i wouldn't be sitting here typing my blog here ler.... HOpe my com is really free from all the virus n spyware...hehe thanks buds..

But on the other hand, when i was trying hard to clear my virus, i received a phone call from my bro saying that Little CAelyn is borned...wahaha was so delighted and excited for them...my bro has become a dad ler n i am promoted to "GUGU" ler..omg old liao hehe...but i must say, it has being hard n tiring for JAnice to deliver the gorgeous angelic CAELYN....cheers to all the mother......i really have my upmost respect for them...hehe
Anyway, have to wake up at 9 cos have to go work, omg was so damn tired as i slept at 5AM in the morning n have to wake up so early....haiz...so fatigued but end up meeting gary as he promised to come to my hs to help me solve my com problem as yest the virus is still there...but before that, i went to visit my niece and was liek rushing here n there...repair the com until 1aM AGAIN...was so tired n went to slp at ard 2am but have to wake up early again becos i gT work in the morning sianz....luckily it was over or else i would become a panda soonner or later. ( I am one now) lol

Monday:
actualli thru the weekend i tink i did not have a proper slp for the past 3 days omg including now...i shall have my goodrest after my blogging...erm went to the hospital early in the morning to fetch caelyn out but end up waiting up to almost 4hours which was ard 2 when we rched home...omg was so tired as i was like physically being abused by my "godson" JAvier...thru out the 4 hrs in the hospital...he is so damned active n keep running ard non stop for like 3 hrs lo omg..had a hard time handling him wahaha...really admired her Ah ma to takecare of him everydae...woah...nowadays it is so hard to handle a little 2 yrs old boy... but onseeing that angelic caelyn having her snooze on her cot..i was like so happy for my brother n her wife...so peaceful to see a baby slp because they face no stress at all...wahaha
anyway went straight to training todae n ran 6 rounds of the track. omg so tired but can't believe i still gt the strength to run....luckily or else i tink i will faint halfway...anyway i am super tired now ler...tomolo have to go down to ang mo kio to visit my niece so have to go rest ler bye bye cya ppl soon....

my buddie 

us my buddy