hi!!! shall blog before i go pack my stuff for my netball camp hehe~~~ but was so tired man keke lazy to pack aso. anyway todae went to sch to discuss proj till evening n went to my bro gf hs to makan.... lead a normal dae todae wahaha abit boring but at least i'm not as stress as last week...

preparing for my netball camp aso... have to go bac to sch tomolo morning to take all stuff necessary for the camp n training then need to rush to pasir ris ntuc to buy all the groceries neccesary for our consumption man.... saw the schedule for the training...waoh have to wake up early in the morning to go for a long jog so as to train our physical stamina while afternoon would be all the bonding games... while at nite would be court training at netball centre or tp court...

ahem!!! think of it is so tiring but on the other hand was looking forward to it aso lei....wahaha nvm for the sake of doing well in the ivp games... sacrifice has to be made-"we yield what we sow" so belief in ourselves and we can do it man....hehe

so these few daes i won't be blogging or in msn liao so anything urgent shall contact mi thru my phone yar !!! shall mi everyone alot keke cya then ppl.... enjoy yr break too muack n sweet dreams..... off to pack n ZZZZZ :)

yoz!!!

Finally my test are over wahaha....now i can finally play n slack until i happy man...hehe omg during the one week term test period i tink i realli kana torture by the sch badly!!! i am realli suffering from all the stress and is physically and mentally tired... everydae slept less than 4 hrs. practically having to study till the wee hr like 3 to 4am n wake up at 10 am to continue study.. is realli no jokes man... and can u all imagine is onli term test and i'm dying liao what abt exams? WAHAHA but marketing gt no exam man so no stress liao haha erm still gt projects deadline>>>oops!!! erm nonetheless is still a celebration for mi bah cheers...

but i still need to take the cds exam paper..realli regret taking a cds that is so demanding man.... i swear that i will nv take a cds that is exam base...exam base nvm the proj is even harder than marketing proj man so i tink event management sux man...erm a bit vulgar but i can't find the next better word to describe the sub.... so ppl pls heed my advice dun ever take event mangement as yr cds yar is for your own good!!! c i am so good.... why life is so unfair for mi ....sob sob but realli hope everything will be over before i knew it...

yea man now is the 1 week holidae liao wahaha but still have to go bac to sch for projects all those sch stuff haiz....erm looking forward to our netball camp hehe!!! gals it's time for us to have fun, training,understand one another betta, as bonding is realli impt in every team and aso to "melt"=colin wahaha the ice in us.... so looking forward to the camp.... hope u all enjoy yar!!!

erm realli sad to c the last batch of bsc members to steps down as realli make my life in tp a memorable wan...thanks for everything u ppl have done gotta miss u ppl alot... all the best to your endeavour, and do the things u ppl like yar!!! as i have said "we onli live once so live a good life" hehe all the best!!! but on the other hand happy for the new bsc commitee that are form i think u all can do a great job man.... faith is the word that will lead us to where we want so follow it... realli happy for everyone... hope to c u ppl soon...cya off to do proj soon liao haiz....

taken near lester's hs pool.... with yuping mi and eileen-DORY... 

pic taken near aljunied mrt...after lester housewarming 

mi and my darling peijun hehe!!! shall miss her alot- best buddy!!! 

haloo

yoz i'm bac haha shall blog quickly.... erm first of all wanna thank lester for the bbq cum housewarming that he had organise on last sat.... the food was so nice wahaha.... have fun playing monopoly there man....

erm todae went to sch early in the morning to print out our faom pbl 1 cos we had to hand in at 12pm sharply man.... it was such a tiring dae for mi becos there realli no break whereby i can slack like for 30 min or so except during my one and onli lunch break.... haiz i so ke lian....

omg todae went for lect was such a depressed and stress lecture for mi... was so upset that i failed my spss test realli nv expected it man.... it was such a sad sad dae for mi.... then follow by tutorial, then get bac our grp pest analysis which was done badly man....need improvement on it lor....haiz was so stresss..... test cumiing up aso haiz..... sian...... realli need an enlightenment!!!! shall pray hardly.... i hope i can do well for my test....

then went to lab to type out the questionair require to hand up on thur with that "gui ah" - gary wahaha which after that i had to rush for my netball....

but todae netball intend to end early but nv expected that our new coach had came down to see the team.... then later on had some ball drills and play some intensive netball games.... my back hurts again becos i had an injury on my bac again but went to see sinseh on last fri liao!!! but now another side hurts omg, so pain.... tis thur will be the netball selection liao.... so stress aso!!! becos not sure whether will be in the sch team... out of 60 over ppl had to choose onli 16 players wow like dunno what lucky draw.... hope everything goes well for mi....

shall pray super duper hard i can pass my test and get into the sch team for netball!!! hope can recover from my backache soon... cya everyone tata!!! shall blog again when i'm free!!!

i'm bac...

haloo!!! shall blog before i end my dae to zzzzz... life has been the same for mi for the past few daes.... trying to catch up with the modules and starting to do all the projects which was like one whole pile that is waiting for mi to settle.... haiz... stress :(

erm todae went to sch early in the morning for tutorial then tutorial again... then meeting for CB project... then another event management (cds) project meeting again... then cds tutorial again... omg realli no break for mi man...whole dae was spent jus like that... then release at 6 but netball training start at 6.30 so i thot i gt 30 min rest before i proceed to the court... but realli nv expect yuping to sms mi that i have to go down to the lab to discuss the pest analysis...omg realli was so tired and fatigue...

now that i haf finish my netball training felt real tried man...realli got no more energy to do anything man...tomolo have to work haiz no choice need money man.... I m realli mentally and physically tired pls pls give mi a real gd break tis weekend.... i realli looking forward toward it....

shall pray hard man....gdnite everyone....

Gu shi de xiao huang hua
Cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhao
Tong nian de dang qiu chian
Sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
Re, wei, sou, sou, xi, dou, xi, la, sou, la, xi, xi , xi, xi, la, xi, la, sou.
Chui zhao qian zou wang zhao tian kong
Wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhao diao luo,
Wei ni tao xue de na yi tian
Hua luo de na yi tian
Jiao shi de na yi jian
Wo zhao me kan bu jian
Xiao shi de xia yu tian
Wo hao xiang zai ling yi bian
Mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhao
Hao xiang zai wen yi bian, ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
Kua feng zhao tian, wo shi guo wo zhao ni de shou
Dan pian pian, yu jian jian , da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Hai yao duo jiu , wo cai neng zai ni sheng bian
Deng dai fang qing de na tian, ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu , dan pian pian, feng jian ian, ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Hao bu rong yi, you neng zai duo ai yi tian
Dan gu shi de zui hou, ni hao xiang hai shuo le bai bai

i love this lyric... it is meaningful so i thot of pasting it here!!! was browsing thru the lyric thingy n found it man...

Oh tell me why
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really loved cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared, I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why

hehe

i shall apologise to those ppl that had been viewing my blog regularly but it has been almost a week before i finally blog again...

btw jus wanna inform everybody that for the past 2 weeks i am so busy with the tranferring of my course, having to go the the CM almost everydae to settle the tranferring thing... and the whole tranferring process took almost 2 weeks before they finally give the "green light". thus last thursdae, it was my first dae attending my first marketing tutorial... btw i can feel all the stress cuming toward me now because i am face with catching up with all the modules that i had miss for abt 3 weeks and aso with all the proj dateline cuming up too....haiz it was so damn super duper stress...

i realli need a break from all this kind of stress thingy!!!! since sch reopen i nv realli had a dae whereby i won't feel stress... maybe i think too much bah!!! hope i can get thru " xian ku hou tian" hehe...

yest was a dae for the jam n hop ppl man... the party rules...had so much fun and i am realli so shocked and stunned when tat design super guy uses his own vocal to go against the dj machine.... omg it was such a good show by him... he realli rules man... it will be such a waste for ppl who had miss the party because everybody was in such a high spirit.... but still i had a moodswing again so sian.... saw something which my dae sob sob haiz....

todae got to wake up early in the morning to attend a disc tok in sch again... but i must say that tis course realli make mi understand myself more and my fellow bsc pals... after that went to play carom with colin n sean in the bsc rm before i proceed outside and play "ole" with colin man... haha exercise for mi man... it was so tired, but had enjoyed myself becos at least i can be free from all the sch work.... then after that went to makan with the rest at pavilion before i went hm to have my ZZZZZZZ then now i m blogging over here man....keke so now i have to return to my studies liao man sian... lol

GOALS: i have to challenge myself and say "no" when necessary...

mi n my Darling bestest fren..... 

haloo!!! i'm bac to blog keke

(Fridae)
yar man... enjoy myself alot todae cos the bsc ppl organise a soccer game at the astro turf at 4plus...but i guess ppl start arriving onli at 5 man... all are late ppl wahaha... but before that mi and gini were getting a free ride in colin's car because he has to sent mira to the airport... jus when we were on our way bac we realise that colin has been fine 50 bucks from tp because he can't park his car in our sch...so when he were driving bac to the sch carpark again, tis colin park his car bac to the same spot where he had kana fine earlier inorder to pretend he had never leave the place b4 evne though he had been fine omg... what a clever tactic by him wahaha... anyway after that, all the guys went to play their football ler while i slack with gini in the bsc rm n wait for aya to finish her lect... then went to the turf there to meet them... but it was onli until 7 plus close to 8 then the gerls get to play a mini soccer... but it was fun though we play awhile onli... mi, mira, gini, aya, geraldine, cassandra, loy,colin,kenny,shen,siwei, and conan.... realli had alot of fun and manage to destress abit lol... after that i gt to rush to yuping hs to bbq lol... gt to thanks that kenny the lamer cos he give mi a free ride to yuping hs... thanks alot...

(Sat)

i stay overnight at yuping hs as we had to wake up early in the morning to attend a NE talk.... but we play cheat man cos we went at 11 plus to scan our matric card when the ppl were queuing after they had finish the tok lol... after that had to rush to work man.... so i spent my whole dae working mam... work till 10 plus n went for supper with my boss n reach hm at abt 2 plus and was knock out before i knew it... was so tired man realli so long nv had a good slp whereby i can slp until i shiok shiok then wake up...realli so so long haiz!!!!!

(Sun) Slack at hm the whole dae and finally gt the time to blog now !!! wahaha cya everybody...

yoz

(Monday)
hiz btw tis few dae was quite busy... as for yest i gt training in sch...and i am in sch from 9 to 9pm is realli so tiring and stress for mi... haiz!!! since yst i m realli suffering from depression man somemore realli think of the issue so much that when i went for training i m not feeling well again...although mani daes had pass ever since i got the cough n flu from AYA wahaha but i have not yet fully recovered from the sickness...after finish running 6 rounds of the 4 courts i realli feel so weak n lack of stamina to continue haiz!!! it's getting worse man...

anyway stay in sch till 9 plus and went for dinner with the rest of the netballers and by the time i reach hm is already close to midnight man...was realli so tired...haiz cannot imagine every mondae had to be in such prediacament. realli lack of slp...

(Tuesdae)
another stress dae for mi, wake up late and nv went for lect at 9 in the morning...overslept man... in the end jus went to sch for tutorial from 1 till 5 haiz so tiring... then have to wait till 6.30 for the cca meeting at SAA there... and by the time the meeting ended it was 9 plus lioa....can't believe for these past 2 daes i had to spent my dae from 9 to 9pm daily... haiz felt so tired n bored ... sorrie realli complain so much but jus hope that all my trouble will be gone before i knew it!!! realli need so destress kit!!! shall end here....

hehe!!

I am Blue!!!!

You're the color blue. You have the three c's in life--you're cool, caring and confident. Trustworthy and honest, people are naturally attracted to you. You're unusually optimistic, but that makes life all the better. You're an imaginative person who loves sleeping and dreaming. Hard-working and determined, you excell in school. You're everybody's favorite, and this is because you have this undefined richness in your personality and attitude. Mild-tempered and stable. Not to mention very intelligent. Along with the fact that you're conservative, you're worried about the environment. So basically, you're a generous, dependable and devoted--just the kind of person everybody needs. Wouldn't it be great if everybody in the world were like you?

a picture taken with my pals in my sec sch during our meetings in the holidaes... 

hiz!!!

25.06.04 ( Friday )
yoz ppl... hmm!!! bac to blog before i go for my afternoon nap was realli tired keke... yest i was not in a good mood as i m realli so sad that england was out of the euro ler!!!haiz watch the match until wanna cry man...but it is fated man..but i must say that they had played well thru the end of the match. they fought well during the silver goal period and i must say that tis is the best football i had ever saw... although they lost the game determined by penalty but in my heart they had won the euro cup ler!!! and was realli angry with the officials for the disallowed goal that would enable england to go through>>>it was so unfair<<< hmph :( i will still support beckham although he had missed the penalty and with all the critics goin against him... "a player is not remembered for what he had contributed in the game, but will be condemed if he make a mistake"

watch the match till 5 plus went to take a nap and wake up at 9 plus n rush to sch for that 1 hr tutorial onli...waste tiem onli keke... then after that went slacking with angie till 4 plus. after that i head straight hm for my bed cos i m deprived of slp man...

26.06.04 ( Saturday )
wake up early in the morning as i m needed to report to sch for the logistic orientation... met my classmates and had some mass games so as to break the "ice between us".. after todae orientation i found out my class is quite united and realli enjoyed ourself during the games... also we won the second place overall haha that a good thing... tios show how united and fun my classmate are... teamwork is also shown by us hehe happy to be in T05!!! btw later shall go for the booze party ler so shall take a nap first liao... now having a little migrane ler dunno why aso maybe realli lack of slp keke bye bye shall end here....

my beloving bell n blackie....cute rite haha!!! 

haha... i'm bac

haloo!!! everyone haha todae went to sch for the management science lect but guess what after the 2 hr lect...i still dun understand a single thing man, making mi so stress n sian... at first i thot management science is about those kind of science we learnt in sec sch but end up is related to math...MATH lei~~~ i gt a phobia in math man...omg..hope i can get thru it wahaha must have faith in myself man...after the lect jus slack in sch with sandra,aya,geraldine till 5 then i went to the lab to waste somemore time b4 i went for my netball training at 6...haha todae training was quite fun cos everyone is present..

but seriously speaking i tink my stamina had drop alot man was realli so sad abt it haiz... have to buck up ler... cos when we r playing a half court game, i m already veri tired..dunno whether is it due to my bad cough n flu.. haiz still sick at the moment... wanna noe who is the culprit for my sickness... and she is none other than aya man haha she spread it to mi haiz i m so suay lor..keke thanks aya!!! then after the training jus went for dinner with the netballers n rch hm abt 11 plus ler bah abit tired... but i dun care cos i wanna support england all the way haha 2.45 i'm watching the match man...keke wish the team all the best!!! so cya then bye bye

i'm bac...

yozie... haiz life has being so tiring for mi these few daes...although first week of sch shld be relax but i still have to stay bac in sch till the evening for the first 3 daes man...luckily yodae is the last time ler...wahaha but one ting i realli hate is getting sick at tis point of time again...i tink my immune system is so damn weak man... since monday i'm already down with cough n sore throat...then tot of jus taking "chuan pei pi ba gao" will get betta, in the end came the stupid flu which my dae in sch sux... feeling so weak n tired though out the whole dae... hope i can recover soon...

Erm have to say that tis yr our netball recruits had increase twice than last yr...it was such a good news for us as some of the top management from the sch look down on us man... say that wow " u all r still surviving ar" omg how can a person say that to us... therefore from what he had say i will prove him wrong... we'll try our best in finding a coach for the team...

BTw i must say i m still in holidae mood man...can't realli concentrate during the lecture maybe i'm not use to it bah...logistic is a new course to mi man and i must say that it is realli not easy to study tis course cos from all the lecture i attended, it contain notes that realli require memorisation man...haiz and one thing i m realli stress in it is that all my module i'm taking tis sem all with the "management" omg how i m goin to differentiate the module... so irritating man keke...hope i can sort out tis problem as the time pass by bah...
hehe shall end here cos my flu and cough is realli bothering mi like mad...bye bye shall blog again when i feel like wahaha...

hiz!! i'm bac from the sch sian...shall blog for the past three daes yar...

Day 1 (19.06.04), xiaoser which is me went to a bbq organise by the main com n sub com ppl at wei sheng's hs... it was such a fun and crazy little party over there... and i must say that once 2 guys is being pushed into the pool, it will be the beginning of the pool mania man... and guess what? after they threw all the guys into the pools they begin to turn their targets toward the gerls...haiz i shall say that i m soaked into the pool twice by dunno which four guys man... they realli grab us no matter how loud we shouted man!!! the guys are so bad wahaha...but nevertheless it was realli a fun party haha...after the bbq, all of us jus gathered to do the things we like.. and as for mi i went to play mahjong wahaha help zheng jie to play keke but end up i hrd he lost quite alot haiz... guilty...but later was so sian in the end went to watch soccer and holland went losing...it was a nice match, at least more exciting than the german match keke... so buy the time the match finish it was already 5 plus in the morning ler whole dae never slp man... ton overnite...shall continued..

Day 2 (20.06.04) yox so it was 5.15am and that eddy say that the sun will be up at that time and one grp of ppl like nadia,fagan,shen, the S squat ppl and some other ppl gather together at the roof top to watch the sunrise...guess what..we all kana cheated by that eddy the sun was not up so early lor haiz but nevermind luckily that wei sheng brought his guitar up and we started singing on the rooftop.. it was realli so sweet and memeorable as i never had that experience b4...listening to the guitar tune and singing at the ROOFTOP man... it was so sweet...haha will never forget the dae...haiz but one ting that realli bring my mood down was that we all had miss the sunrise due to the cloudy weather haiz... actualli when i am at the rooftop enjoying teh breeze, i realise that memories is for us to treasure... and i realli wondered alot of tings...miss those daes... at 7, the sun is up and literally i went to slp together with the rest of the gals cos i'm realli so tired man... time flies by the time i woke up it was already 1 plus...and i slack till 3 plus with zheng jie,nadia,gini,kelvin and loy...after that we were all so hungry and went to simpang to had prata haha..and chatted with them till 8 man wahaha..so cool man realli enjoy so much...thanks pals... btw i realli like to thanks wei sheng for holding the bbq thanks...

Day 3( 21.06.04) todae i went to sch for my first lecture if a new sem man... so tired haiz...but was in sch at 9 plus becos had to set up the netball booth outside the library...and have to be there till 5 and had a debrief...that is how i spent my dae haiz...so ke lian haha but after that went for netball training and ran four rounds of the stadium wahaha so long never run ler... so tired keke then do some ball works and circuit taining to train stamina man...wahaha that is how i spent my dae... haiz my whole dae has being so bad...lack of sleep and was thinking of something that had being on my mind for so long hope i can get over it soon...haiz... btw i shall end here shall go for a nap and wake up at 2.45 to watch eng match man hehe nite... tomolo shall be a long dae for mi again...