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hey peeps i am back again. Erm was thinking that it's time for me to blog again before i am away for camp. actually for the past few weeks i have slacking like nobody business which include slping till the late evening, meet up with sisi, yenru, limaran, yuping, the swords buddies to slack. haha it has been so long i finally need not worry about sch stuff wahaha. So good to be away from the stress world. But on the other hand i have been searching for jobs like mad but it seems that i just dun have the fate to work for them or maybe is just so suay that i can't get any part time job.

Hence i will have to rely on SImont to work only 2days once a week. OMg, the days are so little for me to earn a living for school fee, transport, makan, wish list and other necessary expenses. But haiz...no other choice is left for me and i will just have to stick on to it and accept my fate.

Btw just wanna tell u people that don't ever go and work for BOOKWORM publishing company as their company culture is realli sux to the core. LOL, i am so damn stress out when i went for their product training early in the morning at 9AM (whereby i can slp soundly on my bed). To summarise all, their company is launching a new software to encourage parents to buy their products but on the other hand they are using us to help them to promote and sell to parents by force selling lo....And the poor gals which is the 3 of the recruits have to learn by the hard way of memorising and using the methods of handling objection from the parents. Citing an example, if a parent say she have to go home and ask her husband and consider about it, and we the promoter over here must tell the parent "do u love yr child, i know u do madam", "and we must end our conversation with the sentence of "paying by cash, nets or credits" OMG is so damn fako and to me i just can't bring myself to promote the products to the parent whereby i have to force them to buy it. It is just so unfair to the parents as 300 plus is not cheap lo and is not a convenient product whereby they can make up their decision on the spot lo and in the end it would lead to unplanned buying decision. LOL haha i am using RM theories....wahaha it seems that what i have learnt are put to good use. THus it shows that my decision in quiting the job was right and lol come to think of it, 1st day i went to work would be the last day for mi keke. BUt i knew i nv let myself down. SO people pls do look out for jobs carefully and dun follow my footstep wahaha.

Even if i don't have a fix part time job now, but i will still make full use of my time to attend my netball training haha...so frankly speaking my schedule for this holiday would be evert mon, thur and fri having training, fri and sat working while tue, wed and sun is play day for mi.yeah....Hmm felt so relieved :). TOday i spent my whole day tidy up my room, do some house chores like sweeping and mopping the house and also help my two beloved cute little doggies to bathe before i went out to have my first meal of the day at 7pm.wahaha whole day onli eat one meal so pro man...keke

Although it seems that i am living a no stress life now but frankly speaking there was times whereby i really need an answer to my life and sometimes i really hope that i am seeking the right direction and hope there will be no more dilemma for mi. I really hate the feeling of "have" or "don't have" really hate it cos i am suffering right inside me. Off to pack my bag for the camp tomorrow so cya people....