Will I be Smiling so happily again?

This will just be a random entry of mine...frankly speaking, my mind has been on a wild side ever since Mon... everything seems so precious to me...if only i din find out, my life would be much much betta.

Is it a blessing in disguise? Me myself can't even anw to that...Has been feeling so down...totally no mood for everything...constantly asking myself am i so suay this year? it realli give me goosebump whenever i am reminded of what my bro had said to me at the beginning of this year....

He warned me that whatever i do would not goes so smoothly for me and this year is not a good year for me....."FENG SHUI" i'm starting to believe in it despite having doubts in it before...

I just hope things would get betta for me next wed...really dun wish for negative results...i'm praying hard everyday...thinking of it every sec, min and hours on it..

My World is changing...I'm Scared :(