ppl....i'm back after a long break from my last entry...working life is boring but i must agree there are pros and cons in the working world. Working give us a stable income, working experience and need not worry abt exams etc...but on the other hand...it's really make my life so dull and grey...everyday was so routine...reach hm watch tv and by 12 my body clock is hinting me to knock off. Every week, i really look forward to friday as it mean my weekend off days is here....i get to meet up with my swordies to slack and have some heart to heart talking session...u gerls rocks..thanks for being there for me all these while...

It's been a while since i last hit town? Months? yeap Months...Awww so pathetic..pls save me from the cave....I shouting out to >>>>LIMARAN<<<< 21 =""> Vivocity Or Fareast....Shoe & Slippers From Mondo and ???=> Fareast.....Bags BAGS i need it so desperado.... i need a big straw bag and leather lookalike bags arghhhhhhhhh => FAreast....i miss u so muchhhhh... Accessories as well =>Topshop, Forever 21 and Diva..... I wanna go to these places...pls grant me my wish this coming decemeber....... Tee hee hee...i gt a 20% off for topshop products becos it is my bdae month....so let get started this early December....

Last bt not least in my shopping list....i gonna change my pathetic VGA phone...finally....Samsung d900 i'm coming....so pls be patient ya....you will be the first item i will rush to once i gt my hard earn pay....i hope my bonus would come together with it as well...haha but i doubt so...lol.... I wanna get the one shown below....middle design hehe...

All right shall update on my last week programmes...Basically, Met up with the swordies last friday to celebrate Huishan's birthday... Happy Sweet 20th birthday Miss Police "Jin Cha" Pls dun arrest me for bringing u bad luck last friday..i think is angie that bring us the suayness becos THE blardy DAMN CINEMA DIE ON US THAT FRIDAY Nite at Tampines Mall. We really wanna watch the Happy feet with you...bt Power failure hit us that nite...arghhh i feel so guilty....But hope you like that jacket we've gt for you...Love it? haha

Cuties cat found at Changi Village Cove while we girls are having our heart to heart toking session ....She realli look like Garfield haha

Sorry have to resort to stealing of the collage again....kuku...nv send to me hah....so sorry limaran pls do not ask huishan to catch me...okie i noe is nt funnie lol...cold~~~~

Hilarious laughter presented from Me and Angie...all credits to Limaran and wenyan...Thanks for yr candid shots ya...lol....

Before

After (Short Fringe)

Btw I cut my hair once again..this time round is really damn short can...Omg....before i went to sunny,wenyan told me she may not want to go bac to sunny anymore...i was like why???...Now i understood her reason...damn it my fringe is now so short lo!!! So upset...arghhhh I force myself to smile (ABove)

Me:Hey sunny i wanna trim and maintain my hair length

Sunny: Okie no problem...

Sunny: How abt the fringe

Me: Abit only

So he went on to trim my hair and cut my fringe, but before i can react he has already cut almost 3/4 of my fringe away...OMG..i was like F......

Sunny: hey....yr fringe abit short hor...laugh it off!!!!

I was like DIaoz....what can i do...i can' t turn bac time... pissed man

This is the first time i felt so disappointed with him, i say trim hair but he literally cut off my hair till so short....i swear it would be months before i go bac to him...i need like a few months to grow bac my long fringe once again...so sad...ARGHHHHH....Pls knock mi off bah

Though the pics do not show much difference...but if u were to see me in real person...my hair realli look so "goondoo"...I am devastated...

goodbye people...will be bac with more pics...Looking forward To angie So call "birthday BASh But pls do not bash her up party" => Hey angie not funny at all...HAHA...

One of the pitfalls for all human beings is that we tend to go unconscious with anything that is routine in our life, including our partner. No matter how wonderful they may be, given time we tend to take our loved ones for granted. Don't forget to love the people in your life every day! This world is full of tales of people who only when faced with the loss of a loved one discovered how much more they wish they had expressed.

Make the people in your life the priority, not the other stuff! If you have ever lost a loved one you understood instantly that all that other stuff wasn't really all that important at all. Make it your priority every day to love the people in your life all out. This will help you guard against falling asleep and taking each other for granted.We don't have as much time in this life as we may think and you never know when it's the last time you will see a loved one. I recommend loving with a sense of urgency and not taking your time with a significant other for granted! I say this not to scare you but to wake you up; we all can use a reminder from time to time.

Unexpressed Anger/Hurt FeelingsOver time, withheld anger and hurt feelings cover up our ability to feel our love for another human being. Part of being honest is expressing to your partner what you are mad or hurt about (without being mean or abusive). Conversely, be willing to allow your partner to share their feelings of anger and hurt with you. I know it can be challenging to listen to at times. Yet in any relationship feelings are going to get hurt and people are going to get mad. The ability to express and listen to hurt feelings and anger and get over them is critical to having a long term fulfilling relationship. I know expressing anger and hurt feelings can sometimes be taboo in our culture. But people can get over being hurt or mad, it's far from the end of the world. In fact, once you have experienced staying with another human being while they are hurt or mad at you and eventually getting to the other side, you will discover that this can be quite a gift to your relationship. In fact you are likely to experience a new level of intimacy and love in your relationship. Since this is an area that many of us have never been taught how to deal with, it may be best to find a skilled mediator, counselor, or therapist for the first time, particularly for coaching in how to keep your anger clean and non- abusive. Lastly, remember the idea of expressing your anger or hurt feelings is to get over them, not to punish, blame or belittle your partner.

When expressing anger, keep it simple. Leave your story and blame out! Say, "I don't like what you said or did." Be specific; don't add extra venom. Example: "I didn't like when you said I was a lazy bum," or "I didn't like that you went out without calling me." Again, the idea isn't to make the other person wrong but to rather get over your anger/hurt so you can love them again.

Extracted from: Wisdom Article

Ya Man I dO look tired....haha just post for fun lol!!!

Haha P-Plate

hOORAY I passed my TP on my first strike...Really thanks everyone who took out some of their time by smsing me or encouraging me in person...Thank you peeps...you guys rock my world...
Was simply so delighted afterwhich i got my results...the tester was a very frenly and direct guy...

He would even correct my mistake when i am doin my test but he din even deduct points unnecessary.... Just when i sat down with him at the tester room...he just simply smile at me saying "You Passed" Omg.... The feeling was like so shiok...wahaha finally all my stress for the past few months is finally over...i've gt my birthday wish....Really thanks everyone even the weather man for blessing such a clear weather for me to take the test.

No More burning my pockets with my hard earn money anymore....yippe... i would like to thank for instructor David Leong...Though i would always complain how you scold for no reasons...blah blah etc...Bt i'm really appreciate yr help in helping me to attain my driving license...heheheh...may god bless you with good heath ya...

Last bt not least... my darling Daddy..Thanks for being with me all these while..listening to my complains after every driving lesson...but u were there to console me and taught me....You were there to accompany and mentally supporting me while patiently waiting at the driving centre anxiously waiting for my results...hehehehe...i still owe u a steamboat session and 3 in 1 package ya? hahaha..Thank you daddyy...Muack Muacks....

Here am i blogging away with my mind constantly counting down to my driving test day tomolo. Arghh..if i say i am not nervous i would be lying to myself... Dear friends...pls pray hard for me....

I've only one birthday wish this coming Dec...And it is to get my driving license on this fateful day of Nov 14 2006. Just hope everything would go on smoothly...have been practising for the past 2 daes, however, i would still make those unnecessary and serious mistake like striking the kerb or hit the kerb...omg pls pls pls save me.....i really hope everything would go on well for me...I jus hate vertical parking and those irritating crank course...arghhhhhh.....

Waiting for miracle to happen....today evening will be my last driving practice, i would treat it as my prelim exam...practice does make it perfect? I really hope it does.... And of course Driving is expensive too... it really burned a big hole in my pocket and i shall declare bankrupt even before this month end....

Tick Tock Tick Tock... shall wait for the good news soon ya...boo hoo...cya peeps...Praying hard

Beautiful Love

Happy 8th Month My sweetest Darling!!! Muack

My Blog has been lagging for the past few dae, Boring to the max...uploading of pictures require 3 days to publish...that hw lag blogspot is....pisssed..nonetheless, i'm blogging while working again...haha bt today is friday so slack for a while mean no harm ya? haha...oops!!! :]

Darn it man, nowadays i think i would just blog one time every month just to update on my pathetic life...everyday was like so tired, tired & tired....i really miss those daes of slacking, mahjong 2 times a week, playing netball on a regular basis, catching up with friends etc...Sorry Goh Yu Ping...dun meant to put Aeroplane that dae...was really having a bad cramp...i promise i won't fly kite again ya.... haha

erm just a brief update for the past few weeks....pics has been uploaded below....has been partying for the previous 2 weeks... 1st week was dragged by limaran to go zouk....bt i did enjoy myself as the crowd was not bad...drank quite abit too....haha...

The following week was threatened by Ben the army boi....he say things that netball training and driving are more impt than his birthday party...once again i had no choice bt to skip my long awaited training and head down to zouk again...awww...that how hard i can't say a "No" to friends...however, i'm happy for him la...i can see he enjoyed himself alot as all his close buddies are there to celebrate for him before he has to bid goodbye to the civilian life and say "Helloo" to the Army life...wahahaha...Ben do take care while in the army...u slacker pest D...wahaha....Thanks for inviting me to yr party ya...gt wasted so early lol...

Life has been going on smoothly for me...working has expose me to the real life...looking at things which not many ppl would come across with....I must really say tertiary school life is really an impt role in preparing us for the working world....now i finally understand why lecturers are so serious with peer appraisal of group members and the way we work as a team...because right in the working world, everyone is selfish by nature......politics are everywhere....i'm just like the frog who has been in the well for the past 19 years....and is only until recently i manage to climb out of it and are seeing the real working life....it really sucks to see why human beings are behaving in such a way...why can't everyone be satisfy with what they have and most importantly loyal to their partner?...hmmm...that how life is meant to be....just hate some egoistic guys who are two timing their wife....that very unfair for the gals out there....so gals pls protect yrself and be more selfish at times...haha....(Hmm just joking)

anyway....daddy donutie...3 more daes and is our 8th months...hmm...just wanna say at times i know some factors are affecting our r/s bt i really hope all these bad days will soon be over ya? Communication is really very important in every r/s hehe...u knw what i mean....Nonetheless, Thanks for been there mentally and emotionally...Looking forward to our next Genting Trip...Haha where my buffet treat? lol...

i shall end my blogging here....shall update on the ben's bdae party pic real real soon...cya..

Update of pics....

Friends Forever

Slides-Swordies

Swordies Reunited

...in process

Partying

Madly in Love

Colourfulness

Lovely

My Princesses

Awness

We Love to Take Pics

kisses for my darlingssss

My Angie Sweetie

Me & Wenyan

Angie, Me & limaran

Party Mates

My Sweeties Swordies

Me wif Benny the army boi

My Favourite gal

It's Party Time....Muack

Happy 7th Months....

HAlooo….I am typing this entry in da office once again wahaha…but pardon my ignorance, I am not slacking because now is tea break time…so I rather be sitting down in the office chair then sipping my hot tea away…lol…

Really took such a long period of time to blog nowadays….working life really dreads me from switching on my computer when I rch hm….my body clock really change eversince I started work 2months bac…from slping ard 4am last time to 12am this time round…what a big change in me…although it is good for my health bt I really miss those daes when I could chat in msn, surfing the webby for gossips, uploading pictures to frenster, blogging and meeting up with the swordies at lao di fang….I really really miss the gurls so much…everyone have to work so the time we had have to be sacrifice…however, we have decided to meet up every Friday for slacking, movies and some catching up sessions everyweek….yayness to the swordies’s commitment…MISS THOSE DAES….

Bt Now, my lifestyle have change completely, had dinner after work, rch home prepare dinner for my 3 doggies… (Btw everyone I’ve gt a new puppies named AJ….is a mixed breed species given by eunis’s colleague)…after which, settle down to watch some tv drama or go for a run around my estate to maintain my overall fitness….Basically that how I spent my weekdays….

Though I could see my lifestyle getting boring day by day…bt what can I do?? That typical Singaporean working adult’s lifestyle ….No Work = No Money….haiz…But seriously I do really think time really flies….2 more months and it’s goin to be Christmas seasons once again…omg….one yrs gonna flies and I soon gonna be 21yrs old…Out of my teenage era…sob sob…

However, I’m glad to be with him by my side almost everyday…Really wanna apologise to you becos sometimes I would just get irritated for no reason but u would just quietly tolerating my nonsense without any complains…I felt guilty at times…So Sorry My Daddy Darling…but I know u still love me right? Wahaha

I’m really trying veri hard to control my emotions bt sometimes i would just think of the matter over and over again….hope I would be able to overcome it and pls do give me some grace periods….

Thanks for been my guardian angel all these while, sending me home safely everyday without fail, accompany me to run at nite, watch and play soccer with me….. Understand me for who I am…U really make my day…

HAPPY 7th Months Anniversary to My Doug…Hope you like the polo t-shirt I’ve got for you. I Love U! Muack

白色风车 Bai se Feng Che White Windmills

曲: - 周杰倫Qu: - Zhou Jie LunMusic:

- Jay Chou词: - 周杰倫Ci: - Zhou Jie LunLyrics: - Jay Chou

白色的风筝
bai se de feng zheng
White kites

安静的纯真
an jing de cun zhen
Quiet innocence

真实的感觉
zhen shi de gan jue
The feeling of reality

和梦境般遥远
he meng jing ban yao yuan
And the dreamlike state of distance ([They are] like a dream that’s too far away)

天边的海水
tian bian de hai shui
The oceans by the sky

复杂的眼泪
fu za de yan lei
a complicated mass of tears

看你傻笑着
kan ni sha xiao zhe
Watching your naive smile

握住我的手
wuo zhu wo de shou
Holding my hand

梦希望没有尽头
meng xi wang mei you jin touDream and hopes have no abyss

我们走到这就好
wo men zou dao zhe jiu haoIt’s good we have walked till here.

因为我不想太快走完这幸福
yin wei wo bu xiang tai kuai zou wan zhe xin fu
Because I don’t want to walk to the end of happiness this quickly

两颗心没有祝福
liang ke xin mei you zhu fu
Two hearts with no blessings

但爱你并不孤独
dan ai ni bing bu gu du
But loving you is not at all lonely

不会再让你哭
bu hui zai rang ni ku
[I’ll] never let you cry again

我背你走到最后
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
I’ll carry you till the end

能不能不要回头
neng bu neng bu yao hui tou
Can we not turn back

你静静地抱住我
ni jing jing di bao zu wo
You quietly embrace me

说你不需要承诺
shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
Saying you don’t need any promises

你说我若一个人会比较自由
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
I were alone there would be more freedom [You say if I’ll be more carefree if I’m alone]

我不懂你说什么
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me
I don’t understand what you are saying

反正不会松手
fan zheng bu hui song shou
No matter what I will not let your hand loose

我背你走到最后
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
I’ll carry you till the end

能不能别想太多
neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
Can we not think too much

会不会手牵着手
hui bu hui shou qian zhe shou
will we be hand in hand

晚一点才到尽头
wan yi dian cai dao jing tou
a bit later til we reach the end ([Only] Reach the end a little later)

你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian zhi wei le sun jian
You said we shouldn’t meet again for the sake of a moment

谢谢你让我听见
xie xie ni rang wo ting jian
thanks for letting me hear

因为我在等待永远
yin wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan.
Because I’m waiting forever.

Sorry For such a Late updates

yoo HOo...i am bac...sorry peeps as i have been MIA for the past 2 months...lol..

Just a brief update for the past months...

- Officially move in to Tampines St 83....awwww i really really miss the foodies at 85 market...where my hokkien mee, stingray ( now i really gonna eat as many stingray as possible...poor steve irwin...May the lord be with you!!! Rest In Peace...) Was saddened by the news of steve irwin incident...though i dun realli watch his documentary bt was really impress of how he sacrifice his passion for his life. A big thanks for his contribution to the wildlife of the nature....

- Next, guess what? i have landed myself a job working as a sales engineer...ahem...where the linkage to my studies in Marketing haha...bt been working for one month and 6 daes...everything goes on well for me...is really an opportunity for me to excel and gain experience in the working environment. Gain insights to engineering process of how really the process of producing chips and wire bonding all that stuff.... I'm happy with my current job now...so hope everything goes well for me..hehe

anyway...i am typing this blog while working so betta get bac to my work then...shall cya ppl soon...

I miss Genting...Happy 6th months.. I Love you Daddy Douglas!!! :) hehe Thanks for tolerating my nonsense...haha...Muackzzz


Updates pic soons hehe

Backie!!!

HEy Ya...Sorry for not being able to update recently..was really busy to the max....First if all, i wanna wish my Brother Derrick & Eunis an everlasting love. Really happy to see two such sweet lovers getting married on this fateful day (08/07/06)

Secondly, PPLLLLL i moved HOUSE LO>>>>> PLS UPDATE wahaha..no more "bar chor mee, Ah-Balling tang Yuan, Barbercue Sting Rays, Porridge" etc.... AWW ....Gonna miss the food so much...Slurp Slurp... :( But it doesn't mean i can't travel bac to bedok...Tampines to Bedok is just few stops away lol...

Been really busy these past few weeks due to house shifting, working, preparation for my Brother wedding and catching up with my dearest swordies and limaran...wow really time flies.....darn it wahaha...Anyway gonna start my permenant job this coming August which mean i don't even have the chance to slack and rest at all...I really need a rest...so sad...have to finish working for Simont till the end of july.... I've gt only 2 days of rest...sound so pathetic.

That the standard of living in Singapore, No Work=No $$$$...

Will be uploading tonnes of pics soon...Taken while tanning with my Dearest limaran...Finally a meetup session for us...But we will get to see each other everyday soon...PLS SAVE ME>>>lol... WE get to work together hehe..YAY!!!

will not be blogging regularly...have to wait for new com in new house...so cya ppl soon

First of all, I wanna thanks this special someone who is always there for me. Thanks Dearest Donut hehe...3 months and the clocks is still ticking and counting on. Really appreciate for what u have done for me. Simply love ya and yr craps...making me go nuts!!!

Secondly, i PASSED my Final Theory Test on my first strike..yeah yeah OMG i really can't believe it because i hrd from frens it will not be as easy as the basic test. But But, I manage to brush thru it...really delighted to get the results slip. WAHAHAHa...It really make my day a memorable one!!!

Now my next move is to apply my PDL and fully concentrate on my driving soon...so pals pls pray for mi once i gt my test date ya. haha...Basically being working part time and busy packing and buying stuff for the purpose of shifting house. really gt tons of thing to do. SO BORIng wahaha..

Can someone be kind enough to show some enlightenment on what path i shld take for my future career? i seems to be at a crossroad whereby i dunno what i want for my life!! arghhh dun wanna stuck in this shit forever...PLS PLS...pls knock some sense into me...Miracle do happen? hehe

Nites off!!

Thanks  

A Fateful Day

Here i am typing this entry with tonnes of things running through my mind making me a thinking person once again. Many things happen for a reason.

To state an example, have you guys ever wonder the people we see on the streets, bus, school etc came across your life once in that very fateful day and the next moment you will never get to see that person again? That how interesting and how big this universe is. Can u imagine? Right here in this tiny weeny island, every min every sec, people that came across your path is always changing. So do i have the chance to meet everyone in the world? That how big this UNIVERSE IS...awww...so i came upon a learning journey which i would really treasure the people around me especially my family members and friends that are fated to be with me for life!!!!!!! That how Amazing human beings existed for a reason!!! TO LOVE & TO BE LOVE....

I came upon Mr Koh (My Sec Sch Teacher) - A Person who have my utmost respect in terms of wisdoms. As usual, we chatted for a few minutes. However, within that few minutes. I felt so relieved and enlightened on the things which Mr. Koh has spoken to me. He told me, "Know What you want in your life and there's no turning back on your decision" Just after he finished his sentence, it really strikes my thoughts and left me pondering on the things which he said. Thanks you for giving me a sense of direction when i am loss....SInce i make up my decision for not going university hence i would not regret on my decision....I'm not proving to show how well or how far i can go bt i do need to find a place within my heart on the things which i always wanted to achieve.

A Huge Hugs and Thanks to Mr.Koh - Thank you!!!

Shall wait for that Fateful day to COME!!!! alright then...i need a break..SLp time...

shady  

roar 

roar 

sweeties 

bang 

yesh? 

sun ar! 

resting peacefully